tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5358167560698525442011-07-30T07:09:02.191-07:00I hope you guys like my blog... Im trying to make it different... x) PEACE OUT !Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.comBlogger171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-13992366877049110782009-08-20T09:43:00.000-07:002009-08-22T07:20:41.037-07:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">i know by saying this... you'll react by saying sorry, trying to be better, wanting to change and finding other options to handle it... but im telling you straight that i want things to stay how they are... i like it this way... im comfortable with it... if your not.. tell me... i promise you ill make you feel comfortable... now this is totally random and it came from everywhere... so dont have a narrow mind..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: hey there.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: hey.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: do you know what are you going thru?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: why dont you tell me?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: you msg in school. you keep her close. you never leave the phone unattended at all. all you do is stick to the phone.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: is that bad?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: what do you think? i dont like you msging in church. i dont like you sticking wit your phone during my lessons. i dont like you using the phone when your eating. everything has its time and place.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: it does? then im telling you straight im keeping her with me. i dont care.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: you play dota, your with the phone. you try to sleep and your still with the phone. why do you do that. why dont you tell her that you want to stop and rest?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: i dont want to. i cant afford that.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: you cant afford that? are you thinking properly?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: why? do i sound childish?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: yes. you act childish too.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: im dissapoint everyone. including you uh? i am thinking properly and i cant afford to stay away cuz thats all i freaking got.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: oh really? why say so? hmm?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: there's not a single person in my head that i could go to comfortably. everyone has their own stuff to do. own time to spend. better person to spend with. more important things to attend. i need her like my only type of medication that keeps me in one piece.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: so what bout your studies? hmm? day in day out. i ask you to study and what do you do? 20% studies 50% games and the rest on music. what is gonna happen in your future?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: all i know for sure. god will be with me. so as she.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: how do you really know she wont leave you? hmm? the option for her to just pull the plug with you is there. she can do it anytime anyday whenever she wants.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: im just putting all my trust and faith into her. who else can i put all those into? plus. things with her aint small puppy stuff. i know the risk of her pulling the plug anytime is there but i choose not to see it.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice:hmm.. do you know i always want the best for you?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: i do. although it doesnt show on your face cuz its always so serious i do.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: do you know you can be a very good servant of god?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: i do. but then again.. i still want her very very close..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: you say you love her. you like her so much. but its very amusing to me that you're always hyper and happy whenever you're going to see her or just met her. but when its time to go. you bleed. and bleed. and you try. so hard not to project it.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me:i cant help it. who can? izznt this what you call long distance relationship?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: think. keep thinking. dont stop. always keep your head together.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Me: go away. i only want to fill my darn brain up with her. all i think about is how do i get to see her. again and again and again.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Voice: think.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">why. why do you always say that your not good enough. why is it that you think your not good enough. even when you're with me. why am i so good and perfect thru your eyes? why am i different? why does it hurt so bad? why must parents always screw up my day? why must they make days that suck even more suck-ier? why cant i see you everyday? why cant i be the bad guy? why am i always the one hearing you cry? why am i the one pushing you to work harder indirectly? why do you put up with me? why am i running out of cash? why am i so in love? why must life make it so so difficult? why must you be strong and just take everything? why dont you express every single thing instead? why cant things be easier? why am i like this? are you having difficulties in the relationship? do you always have to be strong? do you need time for yourself? do you need me to be less sticky? do you want me to be more loose? sigh. im sorry. it hurts so so so os very much. can you come patch it up and stop it once and for all? i wish i could see you asap. i miss you. ill never stop loving you. ever.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-1399236687704911078?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-53339031242851866932009-06-18T07:51:00.000-07:002009-06-18T07:52:14.793-07:00<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Hey... I know im bloggin quite a lot these days... i have my own reasons..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Rite now.. again... I still do feel like im running out of time and i cant do anything about it..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I am constantly thinkin bout whether if we do get to meet up before you go..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">But you and I know that its hard for you to get past your parents...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Im sorry that we have this distance problem..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">And all this while i never compliment you much..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Well now is the time i do so...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I-L-W-R.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like it when your being yourself and not faking.. ( i hate fakers. Lolz )</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like it that your an amazingly pretty girl that like just landed in my hands..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">You might not see how pretty or beautiful you are, but just ask ppl around you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Just anybody...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">They will say that you do really good and attractive... Trust me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Most of them will say that and im sure of that...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Dont let words bring you down, dont ever ever let that happen..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like it when you laugh..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Cuz when you do, you laugh like a 3 year old and it really shows that your genuinely happy...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like you a lot cuz i seem to find characters i dont find in other girls..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Honestly you have a strong heart that had withstand a whole lot of hurt and you're really patient with me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">We never quarrel and thats good..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I thank you for actually letting me in to you..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like the way you dress and all.. It always attracts me.. No matter how simple or complicated..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I know saying this is odd but its just cuz i dont have a good sense in fashion? Lolz... Im a lazy guy..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like how you treat me... I really do.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Different ppl treat me differently..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I like it when you pour out to me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Telling me what you think bout certain things...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I never want you to stop telling me things...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Well there are lots more of other stuff but i dont wanna say it now.. =P</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">And here are some of the things that i feel... ( to dear readers you must be thinking * oh here we go again * )</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont like it when you get bullied...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont like it when you get hurt..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont like it when sometimes you just suddenly cut of from me...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I seriously want to go to your past... Really..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Undo everything bad thing that happened to you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Even the smallest thing...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">* by watchin some show * They say ' Change the past, you change the future '</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">And lets just say that rule applies and i do get to go back to your past..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont mind if i dont get to be wit you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">As long i know... Your enjoying your life...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">From childhood to teenager-hood...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Cuz without all these bad stuff happening to you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Your like would just be perfect..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">And a girl like you just deserves at least a nice childhood..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Without fears traumas and scars that are still visable...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I decide to blog again cuz i may never know when will you get to read my blogs again...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">You might be busy with school.. And friends... And books..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Im not prepared for whats to come.. Honestly..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I really wished that all good things dont come to an end... Life would be so screwed up...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I really love you... I just put all my hope in you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">By bringing this up I hope you dont stop doing it but..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Whenever you say you want my hug.. or anything like that..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I just feel so dumb and useless... Its not like its a mission impossible..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Why does the thought of 2 weeks coming always come to me?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Why does it always bugg me?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Its very very annoying..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Its tiring me out...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I wish... i just really really really wish.. The days that we plan to go out works..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">It would just suck like hell if it doesnt..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">And it would double-ly suck if i cant be there for the farewell thingy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Its so retarded that i dont live nearby... I know..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Its so easy for you to go out with your friends at the hosp..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">So so retarded...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I want to be the 1st person who have sticked to you and never go..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont want you to go either...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">But its hard for me to make you wanna stay with me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Cuz im not around often.. </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I dont want to depress you.. Im just telling you whats going on in my head...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I want this relationship to work out really well no matter what no matter when or where we are...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">I want you to be with me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Really.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">From the bottom of my heart.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Just dont leave me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Plz remember that i exist and that i love you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">Please...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-5333903124285186693?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-16226492234877476002009-06-15T04:59:00.000-07:002009-06-15T06:04:49.570-07:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Its the 15th... again...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">4 months in...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">All i think about now is bout the future...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Not the far future but just a few months ahead...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">dont want to make things difficult for you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">But yet i dont want you to go further...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">All i think about is how do i get to see you more often...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">How is this gonna work out.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Its just not fair at all cuz there's always something to stop us from msging or meeting...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Time is seriously passing way too fast rite now... Way way too fast.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">You will be moving in 2 weeks plus time..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">It hurts.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Really.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I know that you'll be fine...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">That you'll enjoy and do well..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">But i wanna be there.. Every single day.. So that i dont miss out on you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">It just aint gonna happen like that uh.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">You say you wont go.. Ever.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">So im just holding on to that... Cuz thats all i have..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">You have really captured my heart..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Are you here.. to stay?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Are you?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I want to be wrapped in your arms... By then all these thoughts will turn to dust.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I know i will be ok..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Is there anything that might seperate us?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Whenever i see you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">My hands are always outstreched towards to you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I feel you in my fingertips...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">My tongue dances behind my lips... for you...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">My hands float up above me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Then you whispered that you love me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Then i began to fade into our quiet place...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">The music makes me sway...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im alone with you... I just want that..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I can feel you all around me...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I told you bout the voices i hear... and the things i see when i close my eyes.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I never want to loose that feeling...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">It makes me feel that your near.. your close... your with me.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">No matter rain or shine... Snow or drought... Monsoon or moonsoon-less..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I will be there for you... Physically... I promise..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I dont really deserve you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im never there for you.. Its only always by the phone... Its bad...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I want to do so much... I want to watch over you... Take over your heart...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Show you how much i love you... forever..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I wish for so many things... So so many... but only 1 has came true...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">That is that im together wit you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Other than that... Every other wish was a waste of time and hope..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Hey.. I really dont what else should i do..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">But i just want you to rest... Rest your brain la... And your heart... And worries..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Just let your future fall before you.. Learn to let go..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I hope i do still exsist in your future...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I've been thinking bout eternity wit you...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I know this is long.. Im sorry...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im sorry that its gonna hurt you when you read this..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im just a dumb dumb..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">For now.. All i ask... all i ask is just to spend as much time as i can with you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Just with you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Only you.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">The only one.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">And only.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">That i want time to pass with.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Its just so retarded that time pass instantly wit you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">In a way it shows that im enjoying myself...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">But on the other hand, the day just wont last any longer...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im telling you.. That im sticking to you.. That im here for you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">When i look into your eyes.. Everything just turns heavenly.. Turns to beautiful... So nice..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">When you hug me.. The pain, sorrow, and frustrations just fades slowly...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I like it when your around..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im sorry for disappointing you a lot..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I wish i could be a better guy..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">You say your a trainwreck.. I totally disagree..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">If you still think so..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Then im here to say i wouldnt love you if your not the trainwreck your are now today.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I'll be here for you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I believe in you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I really really miss you like crazy right now..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im either super active or super down and just am really lazy to layan anythin when i miss you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Sigh..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I need you next to me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">So close that i could smell you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I just wanna to get to you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">With you i can breath.. I really lega when your around.. Really.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I have to find a way to satisfy my soul... That hunger for you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Im never complete and never 1000% happy when your not with me..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Its late...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">Shall continue some other time when i feel like it..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I miss you..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">So much..</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">So extremely much.. and im afraid of the future..</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">xxx</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">I love you.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-1622649223487747600?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-28684125205030815952009-05-21T05:52:00.000-07:002009-05-21T05:53:52.155-07:00<span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I dont know how else to express myself to you</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">All i could do is use these words</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">But words are just useless without actions</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I miss you so much</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Its like i can never get you out of my head</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Your all I just want to think about</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im really sorry that im really hard to get</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Its just stupid that i dont live near you</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I know how much easier it would be if i was nearer</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im sorry that i hurt you a lot</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I just keep trying my best to make things right</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">But it dont seem to be working</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Its okay if you dont reply my text</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I just want to know that you're okay</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I dont want anything to happen to you</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">All i ask from you is never ever to leave me</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I dont care if you cheat on me</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I just never want to you go</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I would really miss your presence</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">It would just hurt so bad</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">So bad that it just turns into a scar that will never go away</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I like everything about you</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I need you every second</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Its just exactly like a drug, my own drug</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im sorry i disappoint you a lot</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im sorry if you feel that i didnt appreciate you enough</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Or that im not treating you well enough</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I just need you a lot</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I need you to hug me and never let me go</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I need to feel your warm embrace again</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im on my knees</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Begging</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">In tears</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">That you come</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Heal these wounds</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">And never leave</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im sorry that the world just makes it so difficult</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I wish i could do more</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I seem really hopeless</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I dont think you will come and read this</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">But</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">If you do, dont cry</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I love you a lot</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">So much</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">So very much</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Your all i got</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Your all i have</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Your all i want to have</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I miss you.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I need you.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I love you.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Im so sorry.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">That you had to hurt.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">I hope this lasts forever.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-2868412520503081595?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-49139775458835554762009-01-14T02:58:00.000-08:002009-01-14T02:59:06.763-08:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">Okay okay... I guess... Its my turn to update my blog... havent been bloggin... ppl scolding me ah !... Well... The past holidays were great ! * seriously * Although byk stuff ade berlakuuuu... but still was great... Did lots of crazy stuff... no joke !... Now for something more personal... Why when someone start to miss another someone's presence... Both of them has to hurt...? Its just not fair... And sometimes i think to myself.. " Why the eff did i ever start to go and start the frienship or what ever ship when i know its gonna end up hurtin?! " Aihhh... Well at least its a thought that can keep me occupied when im dead free... Sad part when im thinkin bout it... I'll miss that someone more and turn emo... Life's complicated ! ='(</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">New year... New leaf... New me... ' thanks ' to jack ky and kenn... i seem the same to them... 100% the same... never change even a bit... hanye aq sendiri tau je... and come to think of it... CNY coming... Bday coming also... Weird thing bout bday's and me is... during them past holidays i keep showing up for bday parties but i aint the bday feller... LOL and i now i really miss bday parties... never actually had one... supa nice childhood eh? LOL... what to dooo... parents cakp... AIYAAA bday only maaa ! nothin so special... ppl give you present... go eat cake then come back... each time i hear this i was stunned and had a confused look on my face... anywayz... i purposely update my blog justtt to satisfy some ppl... not much to say... which is good rite? Dont have to suffer reading my stupid complains and all... heh... ok then ! Peace In !!! * oops * i mean err OUT ! xD</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-4913977545883555476?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-53728942252385044572008-10-22T10:13:00.000-07:002008-10-22T10:15:23.641-07:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">hey all... well to those that read my blog... here i am... doing nothing at this late hour... while its raining... blogging... blogging nothing about anything else but what i feel... i dont see a good reason why a reader should continue reading this cuz its just plain out no sense... but this is all i got now... its late ive got nobody to msg... nobody's there or maybe nobody's bothered cuz they are just so worked out about their life... so what the heck...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);"> ****************</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Yea this may sound freaky but... i learnt something after spending all of my time listening to every word that came out of the show ' Gossip Girl ' ( hey cmon i know its like a girl's show but what the heck im dead free ).... i know the show is rather bad i guess? Cuz of all the backstabbing the lies and so on... but izznt this life? One day or another im going to experience stuff... plus some stuff just might have happened already and im kinda thinking bout it... so what ive learnt 1st? i know lots of shows have said this already but be who you FREAKING ARE ! here's the sense if you so happen want to be like that person so much... why is it so difficult for you to be like that person? the answer cuz everyone's different... being different is good and bad.... i dont wanna go there yet... ok i admit i really really admit... i did stuff just so i could fit in... dont ask me what dont ask me who but i did stuff... now im kinda regretting... im asking myself why and for what? i dont think its doing any good to me tho... so im trying just trying to change to find more of the real me i guess... as a start... i love music and im not regretting it... i just wanna find more of that... and i really gotta throw away habits i picked along... thats where my friends come in... there's once where i was being too loud? and 4 of us were in a small car... and for her being a shy girl i kinda am thankful and was really shy at that moment... she shouted like hey ! can you just not shout ! we are in a small car ! we can hear you !.... so i was like speechless... its was rather funny tho... but here's one thing... its really really easy for someone to change just to fit in... and that change might destory you... as in seriously destory your whole life... so get friends get lots of them... if they have bad habits or something you dont like... dont avoid them cuz you'll never know when you gonna need that person... plus dont over-use your friends its not a good feeling to feel being use... been there... hmm... what else... ohyea... i want to thank my friends? for being there... i know sometimes they cant be, they have something more important or just is not available... or maybe shit happened to them or they just got really fed up of life... well's here something i would say.... by the way its my 1st time saying this... advice your friend or whoever who's really down... say go out... go to the place where you will always be positive always happy and never think of stuff thats happening... im not saying that you run away from problems... im saying you should go fix it with a clear mind... get tensed up wit the problem and you just might screw up more... so i think imma gonna stop... i just wanna take time out... and maybe call some friends... talk to them instead of msg... well thats all for today i guess.... untill then... ill just think of life.... ( should i do this? fine... just for fun ) xoxo? Valor... no need for comments i guess...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-5372894225238504457?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-52571682236432448862008-10-13T00:47:00.000-07:002008-10-13T00:48:56.224-07:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);">Err.... the people im mentioning about the outting to mid valley... Izznt Joanne and Yuli... Told them alreadyy... but they dont seem to believe me... Well... itz somebody else okay? Not from Radiant Life Assembly... So please dont say the wrong stuff... I dont really like mix-ups...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-5257168223643244886?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-91457728380240755402008-09-16T01:06:00.000-07:002008-09-16T01:33:01.223-07:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">finally? i came to blog? hmmm.... to be honest... i just come to blog just to throw out my feelings i guess? since nobody ever comes to read it... ppl just come , post something at my cbox which is so cacat... then ciao... so bloggin is the only place i feel good enough throwing things out... i dont feel right telling these to my friends... might become a nagger to them... aihhhhh</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">why must parents be parents? my dad keep on saying... Ruben be a grown boy la... dont just look mature but think still like a child you want ppl to repect you right... then few days later he come complaining to me bout his job or my mom... i cant really say anything... plus whenever he's giving advice... or just saying anything for that matter... he'll sure end up talking in a very angry tone as though as im the one wrong... then when i speak back... he say... eh you got no respect for me ah... your now trying to defend yourself and not admit that your wrong okay... dont think your a know it all... this happens EVERY SINGLE TIME ...! IM SO F**KING SICK OF IT... im forced to be a block of wood saying yes yes yes and agree-ing to no matter what my parents complain to me about... how's that nice !</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">then there's this one day... i wanted to go out with my friends... since i tak dapat tengok muke dia dah lama... could have been nice to just see her and her friends again rite? so i asked my mom... can i follow or not... she say... No cannot... stay at home study... dont kacau ppl fetch you here and there... then i pulak senyap... dont want to make so much noise till my dad gets involve so... tak pe la... since i figured out they goin mid valley last minute... or plus maybe i dont know them that well? they just want to spend a girl's day out or something or they dont want me around...? AH tak tau larh... so i leave it... then i wanted to go to sunday youth that same day... asked my mom... mom said no lahhhh dont go la... stay at home study... just one more month only what.... so okay fine... pmr... study lorr..... aihhhhh then around 4pm... my friend from aus i think... called me... asked me to go jusco.... then now i try ask my dad... dad say no lah im tired and you better dont waste your time la go study better.... then im like... wehhh he come down from aus larrr... then my dad goes like... YOU WANT GO IZZIT OK GO... LET GO... I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPEN... YOU WANNA GO SO BADLY RITE GO AND DONT COME BACK.... so i didnt go... called my friend say i not free...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">i know lar... there's nice ppl there i kenal... but i dont really feel rite telling them all these... no point also... another thing... dont know how many ppl notice this but i seem to mix a lot with ppl older than me... like 17 ke 18 ke 19 or 20+.... really really weird... so i pulak like them... take lots of interest in them... but i guess it doesnt show? i feel they treat me as a 15 yr old just cuz my parents still have rules... and they'll get really mad and make the nicest outting days turn into the regrettin that i go out days... they say they wanna treat me like and adult... thats soooo much bull...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">and also... these days ive been really trying to fit in with ppl... i dont think thats working out rite... so might as well stick to the same friends?... ISHHH dont know lar ! i want to mix around but im just not fitting in...? ohyeaaa..... to anyone around my age or feels the need to keluar with friends rite... when they say " Next time we ajak you go out with us again okay? " Trust me ppl ! it will never ever happen... till a very long time... then it baru happens... the thing is... is either they just wanna spend time together , dont want you/me around , or they memang not free cuz your life izznt the same as theirs.... when they are free your busy studying... when you are free... they got exams.... so all we/I can do is just wait... wait very very patiently till it comes again... by then... i dont know what to do then to live in music.... well errr if anyone does read this or anything... post either in the comments or cbox lar... thx... ( PS just letting go how irritated i feel thats all )</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-9145772838024075540?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-84068346669108667792008-05-10T00:27:00.003-07:002008-05-10T00:27:40.711-07:00<!-- BEGIN CBOX - www.cbox.ws --><br /><div align="center" id="cboxdiv"><br /><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="305" src="http://www5.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=233446&amp;boxtag=rf2gnq&amp;sec=main" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="auto" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxmain" style="border:#EDDEDB 1px solid;" id="cboxmain"></iframe><br/><br /><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="75" src="http://www5.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=233446&amp;boxtag=rf2gnq&amp;sec=form" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="no" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxform" style="border:#EDDEDB 1px solid;border-top:0px" id="cboxform"></iframe><br /></div><br /><!-- END CBOX --><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-8406834666910866779?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-10593718556295369542008-05-06T08:42:00.000-07:002008-05-06T08:46:03.279-07:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">elowz all~ im just figuring out... how other people just can have sooooo good friends in a snap of a finger... im like super amazed by it... cuz i dont have a lot of close friends though... sad eh? whats wrong with me ! TELL ME ! someone ~ ! Aihz... or is there a list of things to do to have a good friend... AH ! just tell me !!! * help? * =(<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-1059371855629536954?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-55283739795013216802008-04-23T08:07:00.000-07:002008-04-23T09:08:43.984-07:00<span style="font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Wao.... Just read Jo's blog... kinda like 1am + here... nothing much to do... and she talks about her good friends... She's got all kinds of ' necklace '... Aihz... i just dont know... suddenly after reading what Jo had to say... It just kinda stopped the time in my world... and all that was going through my mind was good friends... Well... i have 2 good friends in school... Guys of course... One joker... and the other more to the sensitive part... Well... as it goes for the joker... When he got problem... he cari me... Vice versa... The sensitive one leh... teach me to be softer in speech and actions... Well these 2 dah big impact on me... Joining church... Hmmm i wouldnt regret thought... Meet some cool people... and people which can rock... such as patrick , chai xiong , sam , anderson , jo , jason. Ahhh those guys... Hard to catch up with them since there's an invisible gap which i dont even know how it was formed... So all i mix with is just with some of them... Though you see me talking with everyone.. Well i dont quite click with everyone i talk too... One of them which i felt attached to is my GAY SIFU~ Yew Jin~ LOL... Aihz... but he went off... at least i still got some crazy people like Patrick and pinq.... I just dont know how much people value me... I dont mind people telling me straight " Ruben, your just a friend to me " or " Ruben , you dont mean much to me ". I really wont act much... unless i spent lots of time with you already... then just give me some time and lots of songs... I'll get over it... Hmm... So daily i need music... i dont care where or when or what ever the consiquences are... i need music ! Ok ok back to friends... So far i have one small gang... In school... everyone is ganged with their same form... Form 4's all in one gang same goes to any other forms... You guys think that im a noisy guy... if you try asking my peers " why often does Ruben talk to you? " answers will come back not very often / once in awhile / when he needs me or it would be he comes to kacau a little bit only. i bet you... hmm... having friends means getting influenced and influencing... Mixing too much will end up to become like Jo... able to fit in most people... thats something not a lot of people have... and i sometimes envy it... Argh ! Friends to me are like parts of me... i dont know if other people feel the same too but ill sort of change depending on who im out with... kinda weird eh? Some people think im weird... thinking about that to myself... it maybe is just the different way i think... i dont seem to think the same with people... weird I KNOW... oh man how do i continue when im listening to avril lavigne - i miss you... if one friend breaks off from me... i really dont know what ill do... i may go crazy ! just because of one feller...<br /></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">ok la... i really cant go on... just feel so empty after pouring out... ok.. ill blog some other time... ( Thx Jo~ )<br /><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Take care guys~</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-family: webdings;"><span style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-5528373979501321680?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-62055843845918309592008-04-21T08:20:00.000-07:002008-04-21T08:21:27.970-07:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">Finally getting to meet someone... WOO ! ( secret )<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-6205584384591830959?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-62957438883622420262008-04-16T07:52:00.000-07:002008-04-16T07:54:17.407-07:00<span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Rawr ! I tried everything... Yet feel so empty... Someone ! Help me ! Anywayz... I need new songs or beats ! Send to me please ~!! Well... Im in the studying mood... SoooOoOo... Ill blog more later~ =] Cya ...! I NEED HER !!! =(<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-6295743888362242026?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-88325066976388448292008-01-21T05:55:00.000-08:002008-01-21T06:02:18.716-08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">School ! AHH ! School~~<br />Some good stuff some bad memories~<br />Some came back and some just left out in the darkness<br />Met new people and met crazy people<br />Ive been going through many emotions even its just the 1st month~<br />Personally... Its been going fine~ I'll just see how CNY goes...<br />Haih ! Got problems coming from everywhere ! I feel like... like... ( censored )<br />Oh well... I'll post again some other time... =D<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-8832506697638844829?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-47584137771681177472008-01-08T07:26:00.001-08:002008-12-11T02:00:46.845-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_gZu9rN-kAvA/R4OWXwOdiFI/AAAAAAAAAAY/Wwl9GhbS0zg/s1600-h/SOMEONE+PLAY+THIS+PLEASE.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_gZu9rN-kAvA/R4OWXwOdiFI/AAAAAAAAAAY/Wwl9GhbS0zg/s320/SOMEONE+PLAY+THIS+PLEASE.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5153127733468694610" border="0" /></a>To All Or Any Pianist ! READ IT ! ( if you can ) THEN PLAY IT ! I Wanna Hear !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-4758413777168117747?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-63364122566611369532008-01-01T20:25:00.000-08:002008-01-01T20:26:52.504-08:00<span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family: arial;">DARN ! Those days pasted soooo quick =(<br />At least i kinda enjoyed myself this holiday rather then just staying at home playing games...<br />TODAY IS MY LAST DAY !!! So sad... I wish i could extend it... Oh well... Life Goes On !<br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-6336412256661136953?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-535816756069852544.post-92094100141730349382008-01-01T07:21:00.000-08:002008-01-01T07:33:58.563-08:00<span style="font-family:webdings;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family: arial;">ITS THE NEW YEAR !!!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Lots of things to do~ Lots of things to give up~ Well some of us may have experienced giving up things.. But this is gonna be my 1st giving up sooo many things... Well thats all for now.. I'll blog more when im free =D</span></span><br /></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/535816756069852544-9209410014173034938?l=twilight-genesis.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ruben ReStyledhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04576562918058645055noreply@blogger.com0